I recently had a week where I struggled with overwhelming self-doubt. I was about to give up on several of the dreams I’ve had forever because it just didn’t feel worth it. I lack the talent so what’s the point? Why am I even trying to do this thing? No one cares! These were some of the thoughts I had over and over. And over and over. My husband was working long, long, overtime hours at work and I couldn’t talk to him. And then I had an epiphany. If I’m being overwhelmed by self-doubt then I’m probably on the right path! The path that is hard and full of struggles. The path the adversary doesn’t want me on. The one my brain is trying to protect me from. The one that also brings courage and strength to others. Once I realized that, I felt so much better! So, if’ you are struggling with your own self-doubt, have courage! You are probably just where you need to be.
There are two roads to take each day.
One is safe, most rarely stray.
The other bends with twists and turns.
Has many risks and some concern.
It might be where you make it big.
Might be a hole you didn’t dig.
It might have sun and beaches too.
Or maybe rain, no sign of blue.
It might be where your dreams fly free.
Or it might be where your friends all flee.
It’s a place fears love to live.
But also, where big dreamers give.
Sometimes you’re not sure, the road you’re on,
Or wonder if it’s the right road you’ve gone.
Maybe self-doubt is plaguing you,
And you hope for a safe bridge or two,
Then that just might be the place to be –
The road that has the special key –
To get you where you need to be.
A road above all life’s debris.
So, keep on, keep on, and push ahead.
Keep the course and prayers you’ve plead.
For you’re courageous, brave and strong,
And the hard road’s just where you belong.